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<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「告訴他什麼？」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 我感覺似乎有什麼不可錯過的環節，豎起耳朵聽下去。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「我告訴他…只要讓徐阿姨像Ａ片裡面的女人那樣做就會好多了。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 天啊！這是一個國中生會說的話嗎？我們小傑這麼乖巧單純，他這麼教他豈不</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">是把他帶壞了，怎麼可以叫他做這種違背倫理的事？真是太混蛋了。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 我一邊聽著心跳一邊加快，當我實在無法再聽下去準備現身豁出去怒斥這兩人</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">時，只聽小良又說：</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「媽，小傑真的很可憐，徐阿姨以為他兒子只要乖乖的唸書什麼都好，我們現</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">在是青春期耶，偷看Ａ片是小事硬起來沒地方發洩一下才是大事。小傑每次偷看</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">Ａ片都嘛幻想跟徐阿姨做，這是他自己告訴我的。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 小良說的話像個大槌子往我心口狠狠地敲下「咚」的一聲，雙腳登時發軟頭暈</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">目眩。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「所以你就設計他去摸徐阿姨對不對？」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「是他自己問我要怎樣才能跟媽媽做的，我哪有設計他？他每次都說徐阿姨不</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">了解他，他也不敢讓她知道他有這種想法。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「你都沒有跟他說我們的事？」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「我只說晚上都跟妳脫光光一起睡而已。」母子赤裸著身子同榻？現場除了兩</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">個沉默的母親，只有小良意猶未盡接著說：「妳就不知道，小傑聽我這麼說完之</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">後，還很興奮問我要怎樣才能像我這麼做，我說了一些方法時他兩隻眼睛都在發</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">亮，還偷偷告訴我曾偷看徐阿姨洗澡咧。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「小傑看起來這麼乖巧的孩子怎麼會…」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「媽，這妳怎麼會不懂？男孩子下面的梗翹起來什麼都做得出來。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 當下我再也聽不下去再也無法待在這片刻，也顧不得一路狂奔會發出多大的聲</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">音，只管掩住耳朵狂亂的直往家裡衝。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 我不知繾綣畏縮在牆角多久，家裡沒有開燈四周是那麼漆黑空洞，但是我的心</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">更是晦暗如谷底。我是個稱職的母親嗎？過去我一直以為我是，早上天還沒亮就</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">起床準備早餐，送孩子上學後回頭要趕去上班，累一整天下班回到家還沒好好休</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">息就要打理晚飯，接著是做也做不完的家事。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 單親媽媽的角色雖然辛苦但孩子乖巧是我最感欣慰的事，因為一切的忙碌都是</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">為了兒子，這是我承擔一切的起點與動力。但是當妳突然發現原來妳並不是個好</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">母親，那是個天大的打擊而又是難以接受的事實。更可笑的是，兒子想些什麼想</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">要些什麼居然要從別人口中才知道，而他要的我卻永遠也做不到。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 腦海想起小傑在浴室鏡子上寫上「媽媽」兩個字，現在想起來我的心整塊揪在</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">一起，沒有丈夫的依靠，這種問題讓我感到無助，在找到法子面對之前，我只想</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">先好好的放聲大哭一場。可悲的是，連這件事我也做不到。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 直到心境平靜下來，我才想起小傑剛剛匆忙的跑掉不知有沒有回來，於是奮力</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">的撐著麻木的腰桿站起來，我駐足在他房門外，門緊閉著，隔著一片門板我知道</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">他在裡面，舉起的手懸在半空中遲疑著該不該敲門，最後我還是放棄，現在我不</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">知道該怎麼面對他，我真怕他問我剛剛小良那樣是在做什麼。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 我泡在浴缸想起小良說小傑曾偷看我洗澡，在這私密的空間光著身子已經讓我</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">無法放鬆，匆匆的沐浴完爬上床，我以為我睡不著，但卻很快感到睡意漸濃，眼</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">皮沉重的不得了。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「還在睡？妳看妳這麼大人了還會賴床。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 朦朧中聽到熟悉的聲音，我努力在混沌的意識裡思索聲音的主人是誰。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「妳醒著嗎？還是裝睡？我知道妳最會裝睡，妳醒著對不對？」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 這個男人是誰？我怎麼一時想不起來。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「好吧，再不起來我就要懲罰妳了。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 我感到有一雙手摸上我的胸脯，一會兒將雙乳揉擠一團一會兒使力的搖晃，接</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">著濕熱溫滑的東西含著乳頭，我想叫但不敢，那種舒服又羞恥的感覺傳遍全身。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「妳能裝就裝吧！不聽話的人就要受懲罰。」</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 聲音的主人掀起我的睡裙，手掌撫著臀部在四處拂掠，最後停在女人最敏感的</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">私處，他用兩三根手指不斷指壓，不一會我感到那個部位好濕好濕，他順勢把我</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">的內褲褪下，下意識中我知道他想做什麼，不過我沒有氣力抵抗。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 「現在我要拿出棍子來處罰妳，就算會痛妳最好也不要出聲，把媽媽引來我決</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">不會饒了妳。」我聽到解開拉鍊的聲音，硬挺的東西抵著陰唇已作勢衝撞。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 媽媽？我的媽媽？那這個男人是……爸爸！？</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 我一驚睜開雙眼旋即坐起身來，感到呼吸急促口乾舌燥。惡夢？是惡夢，不，</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">不是惡夢。我突然憶起小時候唸國二時那個改變我一生的早上。母親每天早上總</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">是會來喚我起床，我一向貪睡賴床所以都裝睡打諢，有一天母親生病，那天早上</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">換父親來叫我，我繼續裝睡，父親就像夢境那般對我做了不該做的事。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 後來父親粗暴的插入，下體馬上撕裂般疼痛，起初我仍極力忍住繼續裝睡，但</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">爸爸動作越來越快我痛到受不了大叫，媽媽才發現爸爸正性侵自己女兒，兩人因</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">為這件事大吵最後離婚，這件發生在我童年的事為往後的人生帶來很大的影響，</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">雖然我努力要忘記，多年來我也終於不再想起這件事，但陰影仍在，結婚後我都</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">會藉著裝睡來逃避丈夫夜夜求歡的需求。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 終於有了小傑後，丈夫雖然仍對我疼愛有加，但我很清楚心理的缺陷使我無法</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">放開心胸來滿足他，至少盡到做妻子的義務。但我意外發現自己只是對正常的性</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">愛方式得不到滿足，因為我偷窺丈夫與鄰婦苟且的時候，我濕透了，高潮狠狠地</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">來了一遍又一遍，那是我這輩子首次嚐到性高潮的愉悅。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 小傑他爸瞞著我跟隔壁的婦人暗地過著低調的性生活多年，我都沒有揭穿，我</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">還是深深愛著他，因為這是我唯一能補償他的方式。後來丈夫得了攝護腺癌，至</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">此性方面我繳了多年的白卷。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 不知怎地，今晚我又夢到了這些不堪的往事。那個變態的餘燼至今仍纏繞著我</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">不肯罷休，惡夢使私處泌溢著愛液，身體流著跟爸爸一樣的血液讓我感到厭惡，</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">我必須喝一口水好好冷靜冷靜。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 瞥一眼牆上的鐘已經是凌晨兩點，窗外下著雨，我推開小傑的門想看他有沒有</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">蓋好被，房間的燈光昏暗，隱隱看見他跨間鼓脹的部位，那塵封已久的性欲竟在</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">此時湧現，輕薄的睡衣下我的身體開始發燙。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 不行，不行啊…我怎能對兒子產生畸想。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 我警告自己，但視線始終無法自那隆起處移開。小傑幻想跟我…那他自慰時會</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">不停喊著媽媽…媽媽嗎？無處發洩的苦悶會不會讓他無法集中在課業上？我是這</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">麼的了解無處宣洩是如何痛苦。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> 我在床沿坐下試著按耐矛盾的情緒，想起小傑對小良說我不了解他，一個青春</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">期發育中的男孩該怎麼處理自己的情慾？看成人影片幻想壓著媽媽赤裸的身體？</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px">如果媽媽能解決兒子的困擾，只是幻想應該沒什麼關係的。</SPAN>
<SPANstyle="TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px"> </SPAN>
&amp;lt;SPANstyle=&amp;quot;TEXT-TRANSFORM:none;BACKGROUND-COLOR:rgb(206,224,240);TEXT-INDENT:0px;LETTER-SPACING:normal;DISPLAY:inline!important;FONT:15px細明體,宋体,Tahoma,Verdana;WHITE-SPACE:normal;FLOAT:none;COLOR:rgb(0,0,0);WORD-SPACING:0px;-webkit-text-stroke-width:0px&amp;quot;&amp;gt; 我的理智在深夜中正一丁一點的喪失，我嗅到危險的氣味，雖然兒子就在眼前&amp;lt;/SPAN&amp;gt;</p>
